I GOT FUCKING ACCEPTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let me start with a story.

Ever since I was a kid, I've always wanted to become a rockstar, right? I don't know why, but whenever I watched the K-Rock and J-Rock (Korean & Japanese) rockstars go at it-- like Mana Soma, Camui Gackt, Miyavi and etc.-- I've always wanted to do it. To be on that stage and jamming out to that music. But unfortunately, I never could... I didn't have the voice or vocals to sing or scream. But that all changed one day when I was on MySpace and first saw Hollywood Undead back in... 2008, I think it was? I knew that it was possible again! I decided to become a rockstar via Rap Metal! It would be an amazing opportunity and I could love what I do, even more!

So...

After about 2 interviews and meeting 6 members and them all loving me and respecting my skills and talents, they decided to accept me. I am now... going to be...

A rockstar.

Praise God.


I Guess I'm A Robot Now

2012-07-21 15:19:24 by KajinChunsaMusic
Updated

If there's one thing about life, it's the iffy-ness of the characters in this play-- you don't know which ones you can trust, which ones you can love, which ones to hold as an inspiration or which ones you will stay with. I know this in the truest form now, but have experienced it for the last God knows how many years. Recently, I was put through a trial of abandonment in the truest form possible.

That record label I was talking about? It was a complete fake. They didn't even show up. I waited out in the parking lot for hours just to be left stood up like a fool. Now, if there's one thing I hate, it's people who can't take me seriously. Boss Records is this company and the friend who was supposed to be my hook-up through it, fuck him too! Also, my ex-girlfriend who was supposed to spend the weekend with me? She completely bailed out-- changed her numbers and completely blocked me from her life. Her name?

Kay Zarate-Roxx
KaliKay

The fakest person in the world. Right now I'm brief, but the pain, the agony and sorrow I feel is unbearable. I've had thoughts of suicide, but... what would that do? Nothing. She wouldn't care either way. Neither would anyone else. For some reason, I still love her and am in love with her, but I don't think it's her per se, it's the person I met when I first met her.

Anyways, I guess it's all over now. My soul is drained, my mind is broken and my heart has become a cold, bitter, emotionless haven. I guess I'm a robot now. All I care about is 3 things:

1) God
2) Music
3) Myself

I don't care about anyone else. I don't care about anything else. I have no love, no trust. Nothing. It's funny, my life has always been this way and it's almost like my name is some fucking prophecy or something like that. Let me teach you guys some Korean:

Kajin Chunsa, pronounced: Gay-jean Chon-sah
Korean form: NEWGROUNDS PREVENTS USAGE OF KOREAN CHARACTERS
Could also be: NEWGROUNDS PREVENTS USAGE OF KOREAN CHARACTERS

I've had this name since I was 11. It started in English. It means "broken angel" and it depicts the story of the saddest man this world's ever seen. This man could never get over his past and the garbage treatment that he suffers daily only makes his past seem more apparent. He feels not good enough for anyone and will die a broken soul. Now look at what I just posted. Coincidence much?

I Guess I'm A Robot Now



Good afternoon, NewGrounds:

I am happy to be here and I am happy to meet all the new fans and audiophiles on this site. Yes, this is another networking site for me, but no, I will not slack to reply to any messages or feedback that I get. I've been on this site since I was 13 (maybe younger), but never knew that musicians such as myself could network and meet new fans on here. It's trippy. Anyways, I hope you all enjoy my music and give me some good feedback and ratings!

I'm an underground rapper and I only speak genuine. I only rap about what's real to me. I'm motivated by love and realness. I love the attention and the adoration. As a kid, I never got much attention, just a lot of discrimination and hatred. I'm here, today, to change that past. For every person that said I was worthless or that I'd never be anything-- to you and especially to me-- take my hand and let's disprove those envious, self-hating bigots. Let's make something of ourselves!

Please check out my other sites and I hope you enjoy the tunes!

Sincerely,
Kajin Chunsa

PS: On Friday, I got a possible record deal. Not too major but definitely not amateur! The butterflies in my stomach or going ham, so please, pray for me and let's see what we can do with it!